Monday, May 16, 2005
damit... am i gay??
hmmm... cant wait for poly? perhaps 35% of my feelings are there
u might ask wat happened to the rest?
30% of me feels like sleeping
35% of me feels like eating and playing...
ah well.. b4 sch ended... i was really longing for holidays... but i guess... too long of holidays could really suck... UNLESS and unless... ppl r having the same holidays as u... but i guess not.. it all just seems so wrong...
i guess... having a 3 day 4 day alternation fortnight would be the best... and like 2 weeks break every 3 months... that would be so great...
recalling that time when i had to go for the medical check up... haiz... was stupid... stepped into the room and i was shocked... ppl there are really fucked up man... they look hmmm... overly matured... over aged... too old... mann... i don want to be called an uncle...
well... plans for this week? hmmm... tmr i might go get my spark gun instead... but i still don wanna wake up so early... haish... wat to do wat to do... guess im super lazy now... shikamaru still suits me...
hairs really long now...
tinking of keeping itachi's hair...
just realised something... my hands are typing something else that my brain tinks... die... hands not corresponding in unison with mind liao... die die...
then perhaps...
ill keep kakashi's hair...
then perhaps...
ill keep shikamaru's hair...
anyways... JUSTIN KING...
anyone heard of him? hes really good... My inspiration... perhaps if i don have any topic to talk about... then only will i talk abt him...
okok... back to my main topic...
am i gay?!!!
if im meeting someone... ill usually ask them... wat r they wearing...
usually some ppl tell me... oh.. casual, formal.. bla bla bla...
others tell me... red?!!! ah... great help ay...
mmm... at other times... i would ask myself wat to wear? bloody hell... my closet of clothes are very little man... and i cant really decide wat to wear... so yea...
right now... im worse off... i cant think of wat to wear on my first day of orientation... would i be the odd one out there? siao... if i wear too punk.. then the rest... all lao tong... then waa... so out of place...
hmmm... wonder wat im goin to wear for orientation on wed...
so yea... i noe i a bit disorganized but yea... i dunno... told u hands cant respond well to brain signals... brain splits itself up too much...
okok... getting back to wat r my plans...
tmr spark gun... and errr? i dunno?!!! crap... must find something to do... i don wanna dota too much...
then wed... its the stupid orientation...
wonder whos gonna be in my OG and my class... hmmm.. wonder if there are any nice baits? or at least... something to look at... in my OG of course...
well... tinking of it as this way... school of IT is starting... and IT...
take this word IT for example... what does it tell u?!
IT
-geeks (not me)
-nerds (not me)
taking it to be most of them...
how would the gals look like?!!
man... this is crazy...
would i have enuf motivation to go to sch?
would i survive this crisis?
would i need to live thru this?
do i need to close my eyes forever?
right now... i noe 3 ppl in SIT
justin me and randy...
haiz... cool guys...
basically... ill have a core cca..
prolly guitar, pool, or soccer...
then ill have a secondary cca...
dragon boat.. lasting 1 yr...
nowadays... playing pool... skills quite good i must say...
imagine nxt time i go play pool.. i can bring my own cue... that would be awesome...
tinking of dropping soccer coz im not situated there... more of street soccer i guess.. more fast paced? some may disagree..
pool or guitar... perhaps...
ah i dunno... poly seems rather out of placed for me... but i guess i gotta live with it... coz its my future...
damit... im homosexual...
i cant believe im asking ppl wat to wear... -.-"
damit... im screwed...
i gotta say... if orientation is not nice... i gotta skip thursday's one... and go watch...
den.... den......... den den den den..... den...
star wars...
revenge of the sith...
wahaha... -.-" pon orientation and prolly go with yanguang ian and arun... perhaps nick too...
so like i said... i cant coordinate hand and brain...
if i don have enuf motivation... im not goin... just not goin... heck orientation.. its never fun... and it lasts 3 days... from 8-5... crazy rite...
haiz... oh well... life sucks.. ROTI PRATA!!! I WANT ROTI PRATA!!!
la la la... u noe wat... i just want to have sch... and my laptop :D yea!!! hell yea!!!
then in sch i can on and download stuff :D...
take up all of the poly's bandwidth :d
really kinda nervous on wats gonna happen on the first day of orientation... if it sucks too much... im gonna go to the toilet and sleep... or keep myself in the canteen... eating cheaper ver of macs :D wahaha...
maybe ill find joel and have a chat... stupid orientation games... like i care man... hope to find a fren... close one... just like how i got to noe cy..
haiz... better not write so long lar... tho i could go on for ages... much stuck up in my mind... later u all don wanna read liao...
hmmm funny if u would even read up to here... well congrats then...
/me and just me/
- I contemplated at 9:50 pm
