Monday, October 10, 2005
hmmm... today... really dam boring... nothing to do... so... i went to play bball... dam windy... shots changing course..
anyway... went for dinner at vienna... united square one... not italy...
i ate some jap beancurd... dam nice...
i ate cha soba...
the raw salmon sucked...
ate beef... and it was good...
ate chicken and it was good...
ate lamb... and it was good...
ate smoked salmon... nice...
ate ham... so so...
oh... i ate oyster...
dam... forgot to eat scallop...
drank some shots...
ate lots and lots of stuff.. heck care if cannot finish...
anyways... dunno y im blogging this too...
this is pear juice with pears inside... there were other colours available... tested all of them... green = guava, orange = carrot, champagne = apple
the shots...
wala... un finished icecream... 5 scoops...
yay... my lappy...
im in love...
and i cant deny it...
would it be like...
something ordinary?
or something special?
or would it be like...
just another crush...
just another heartbreak...
im so in love...
that i feel its not just a crush...
that i would give it my all...
that it would last forever...
that i would treasure it all..
that i could give the world...
just to be with her...
and so i pray...
oh God...
if shes for me...
let the feeling burn stronger...
let it all happen perfectly...
let it all be just right...
if shes not for me...
let the feeling fade...
and let it go away...
that i may continue my life down the drain...
and i noe..
that it might seem dumb...
that i must obey...
but its just ok..
that i have to do it His way...
that i want to be...
more and more like him...
that i can kneel down and pray...
that i can humble myself...
before His throne...
and exort him on high...
and bless his name...
cool.. that these things just came into my mind so fast...
I think God is starting to give me some revelation...
COOL!
i go pia liao.. nitez...
- I contemplated at 11:26 pm
