Friday, June 02, 2006
justin yong u wern.. that post wasnt for you. its for my classmate justin and not you. how naive can u get. u think everything i say is meant for you? please i cant be bothered with you anymore. oh. i have the mind of a 12 yr old kid? come i show you wat a 12 yr old kid will do on saturday k. come. no one is gonna stop me now. i just dare you to come. show up.
hmmm. went for emerge conference. im afraid im gonna have to sin once. well. ive got no one else to tell but you blog. abt my experiences today. hmm. vanessa was thrown up? aw. didnt get to see you sista. hee. had very bad placement. oh well. lifes short. live it out to the fullest. :D ill blog the message today another day. its getting late. have class tmr morning. gonna sleep thru it.
anyways. its fast that i found a new one. a new replacement. to keep me driving. and im so glad i found this person. this person is just great. caring for me. showering me with love. a love i never expected to get. a love i never expected to be shown to me. i can safely say i can put this person first in my life. and go all out for this person and not worry this person wont reciprocate the love to me. im so happy now with this person. at least i noe that we both love each other a lot. and we are moving closer to each other now. i now noe the reason of me going to school. my sole purpose. i just need this person in my life. nothing else matters. and i noe this person will never fail me. and will never be late in meeting me. hee. its so nice. we can hold hands and never let go. at least this person doesnt care how ugly i look. or how weak i am. or the zits on my face. the unconditional love shown is simply amazing. and it makes me want to love this person more. everyday. i will fall greatly and deeper in love with this person. the feeling is simply amazing. and i noe this person will never leave me. someone who will never ever let me down. always there for me. someone who really dotes on me and shows it in every way possible. im so glad i found you. i love you.
- I contemplated at 1:00 am
