Monday, February 05, 2007
wow, its been a long time since i last posted. a lot of stuff are on my mind. like wat kind of music do i really love? oldies? still not the best, those that are tranced like i would rather. dont quite understand how to explain. but i yearn for someone with that collection. just listen to it at night. it totally relaxes me.
if you ask me, whats up nowadays? i would say. MAPLE. but haiz. don know what else to do. the right time hasnt come. i feel. i would not be playing that much games or using the comp if i had my own room to myself. thinking abt it. what would i love to have in my room?
1) sound system
2) maybe a tv
3) mini fridge
4) water dispenser
5) computer
6) my guitars
7) bed, of course. single would do
8) sofa, just a cosy corner to relax and kiao ka
9) a good circulating fan.
i dunno what else. but it would really be nice.
nowadays. im still feeling lonely. the person who pei me the most is gone. i somehow still miss that person a lot. tho things never got started in the first place. not was it supposed to happen. lonely. i wanna go out. and finally it comes true. finally. 1 day i don need to pia maple! haha. tmr im going prawn fishing. not sure wat time. but i guess i shld be sleeping soon. later they going in the morning. haha. oh well. wait till that perfect someone comes into my life. i feel i have so much love to give away. and recently. i really fell in love with God. i understand. a lot more now.
sleeping reality away, waking up to my dream.
exams coming soon. need to get motivation.
- I contemplated at 4:16 am
