Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Lets see, hmmm, today is wednesday. ah. yea thats right. its my off day. but damnit. i have a seminar in school today. and i was supposed to meet adrian to go kayaking in the morning. but when i woke up. it was pouring heavily. i was wondering, how to go. 930, still raining. so i think cannot liao. by the time i reach pasir ris, 1130. then kayak for 2 hours. 130. then rush back to sch. sure no time one. so i thought. maybe change day ba. when im more free.
anyway, the seminar was quite funny. at least some questions got answered. well this 2nd lft told us stuff about the army. oh. this funny incident. this guy, was throwing a grenade. his stance and everything was perfect - the throwing position all that. but he said 1 line before he threw the grenade. and that 1 line landed him 3 days of confinement. and i bet you can never guess what he said unless you heard o this incident somewhere before.
well. this is what he said. "pikachu, i choose you!"
haha. what a joker. well it was all quite good. then after that i went to find yang jun at the archery thing. and then i managed to slot myself in to the club again. so lets say, im back to training again. haha. finally i can wipe the dust of my bow and arrows. now, is to remember how to string my bow again. hahahaha. totally give back everything liao. after the basic course, dunno wat happened to my cert also. sian.
nowadays, everything in life has been quite boring. but i manage to fill my time quite alright. at least theres something to do. i think, i've drifted apart from God quite a little. i can't really feel his presence around me anymore. maybe its just a little so that i know that God is still omnipresent. but what am i doing, i don't think i've actually been putting God first. well i ought to do so. and i shall start with tonight by inviting His holy presence into my room tonight.
Lord i hunger for your presence, just one touch and its enough. to feel you presence all around me one more time.
Lord i want you in my life, cause i know, that without you, my life is tumbling down on me.
pour down your, presence on me
its only you that i need
come fill this heart of mine
Lord draw near to me , today
recently, someone caught my eye, things aint moving much, which is kind of a good sign, yet its somewhat a bad start. but im gonna place everything into the hands of God. we shall see how things goes.
- I contemplated at 11:31 pm
