Monday, June 04, 2007
IM BACK! sad to say, emerge is over. and i can conclude that emerge is like God putting you through a grueling fire. why do i say that? firstly, queueing up is patience being tested. not only do you have to stand there for at least 1 hour, you too have to resist the radiation of the sun. tho there are shades overhead, its still super hot. saturday night's session was 5 hours. and im glad to say, my spiritual stamina has increased! i wasnt tired at all. but that session taught me something. when they showed sun's work in china - they took these orphans out to the city, which they have never been to before, and treated them to macdonalds. while they were out there, they revamped the whole orphanage which looked so nice and new. i was amazed. while watching that video, i started to weep. tears just kept flowing out. it was then and there that i realised something about me. i have a heart of a philantropher. a heart of a social entrepreneur. i really want to help society.
and i figured out something. THEY TOOK AWAY THE WORSHIP LEADING CONTEST! sian. oh well.
today was rather ok. i managed to wake up (amazingly). went to eat breakfast with my dad and uncle. then went to church. while queueing up for the night session, there was this girl behind me that was rather disturbing. firstly. we are infront of the house of God. one usher asked if anyone wants water. and guess what she says, "i don need the water. just open the god damn doors". i really wanted to screw that person upside down. nvm forget it. thou shall not curse thy one i love.
*sweet innocent girl caught my eye.*
- I contemplated at 12:00 am
