Friday, December 28, 2007
the pain
the aches
the agony
the depression
the worries
the laziness
the uselessness
blows your head off
something even panadol cannot cure
nothing works
its beyond salvation
have you even been in this predictament
where you cannot do anything
you feel so powerless
everything you try
doesnt work out
there is nothing you can do about it
2 options appear before you
wait for time to solve it
but suffer during that time
or to just end everything
it all seems a blur
you cant see the path
you are led astray
however you are blinded by things of the world
you are lost
but you have no idea how to get back on track
nothing you did would help
luck is the only thing left
but is it on your side
your mind is clouded
you can no longer think straight
the time for light to come
seems like light years away
at this moment salvation is impossible
you wonder if even your prayers would reach the heavens
would anyone hear you
but you never know if you dont try
a ray of hope springs from the ceiling
as if guiding you
would you follow it
what if it leads you even more astray
give me a sign
for i am fallen
and messed up i have been
such is the nature of humans
sitting by the side
you wait for someone to pass by
thoughts race through your mind
you get even more confounded by them
trapped deeper in this depression
every minute
every second
it pulls you down
until someone comes by
to pull you out of it
suffering
hopelessly
head pain le, cannot write anymore
enjoy, but please do not get affected =]
- I contemplated at 9:30 pm
