Wednesday, December 26, 2007
a ringing sadness
hangs in my thoughts
seeing the world
with my own two eyes
what use is it to me
the world seems like a playground to most
to others its a battlefield
your words shape the present
and moulds your future
your thoughts portray the scene
your loved ones are gone
strayed in this world carved by themselves
they are controlled by greed
others controlled by lust
the sins of this earth
what are you controlled by
freedom comes
freedom goes
what use is freedom to us
eventually the higher ups will impose more rules
curfews to stop certain behaviour
is this freedom?
the world is dying
people mourning
but who listens
not one
thus i see the world
through my own two eyes
and neglect the sufferings
for no one listens to me.
scrap that lets be happy
nick asks me to stop be a depression writer
so lets try something happy
ponders
i cannot do it
sorry boss
maybe its cause
deep inside me im really not happy?
or i havent experienced the extent of true happiness
therefore i cannot feel that way
nor express my thoughts through writing
oh well
matters not does it
wth
that was depressing again
hahas lets think of something sweet
fantasize
lols
riiiight
okays
how bout this
lets try
you holding a girl in your arms
not enough?
then hold your dream girl in your arms
still not enough?
oh you sick bastard
stop fantasizing
many a times
we think of what we want
we dream of what we want
but some things cannot be achieved by just doing that
get up you lazy bum
don just talk the talk
walk the walk
put some action in
you aint accomplishing anything without doing anything
sitting around wont get you anywhere
it will only give you ass abrations
what is satisfaction?
to me
satisfaction is when you have done your best
AND you achieve the results you get
or even something that what you have expected
by exceeding all expectations goals and targets
with your fullest ability
be satisfied with whatever you do
live life to the fullest
knock knock
whos there
me ill kill u
- I contemplated at 7:28 pm
