Thursday, December 27, 2007

who noes my pain
i sought the heavens
yet they did nothing
how long more must i suffer
till i get an answer
what have i done to deserve this

pain
suffering
i understand the weak
yet i cant do anything about myself
a tint of happiness wouldnt even leak
where did all the joy get sucked to

time passes
yet im doing nothing about it
it all just seems to be wasted
why am i doing this
have i lost the will to live
rotting away in eternity
wishing days would go by faster
yet ironically
wishing there was more time

help others
yet i cant help myself
was it a mistake
to even appear in this world
the world of isolation
the world of condemnation

my life is too messed up
to be able to put things straight
entwined by my past
i cannot leave behind
trapped in the entanglement of memories
dopple danger takes my place
and my actual self
trapped in my thoughts
escaping reality
escaping the world

.about me.

`Jeremiah Tan
`19+
`17081988
`introvert
`contemplative
`Sacrifice
`NYP MIT
`sg cuber
`l_xxjerryxx_l@hotmail.com

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_a new acoustic guitar
_a new classical guitar

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