Wednesday, January 02, 2008
its the start of the second day of the new year
temptation arises
but i will not falter
woke up to a bright early start today
i guess its just not enough sleep
but oh well
what am i supposed to do about it
tmr is medical check up
i hope i prepare all my stuff tonight
i better remember
mobile computing as first lesson
lets see
i was watching lucky you
the poker game
and now having IMPP
and im watching you've got mail
school is boring as usual
i cant seem to have a positive attitude in class
well hopefully ill be doing projects with yichao later
sucksssss
posts are gonna be pretty boring just reading about my life
too bad no more depression writing
and i don camwhore
so forget the pics
hopefully ill be going out later
back to my show =]
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shock filled my face as i recieved my results
what a good start to the new year huh?
F+ for my common test
well at least i got an F+
a border line failure
not some lower grade
i can still pull myself up to a pass i suppose
but how am i supposed to do that
without even the slightest knowledge
of how to use 3d max
so what am i gonna do now
pulling out my hair aint working
i guess from now on ill try my best
to do whatever i can within my ability
thats all i can do right?
im so useless
went to jog today also
legs aching like crazy
at least im satisfied with 1 thing
my fitness
i guess signing on would be my last resort
should i fail in everything else
sighs
why have i become so depressing again
The cold coffee leaves the coaster
I hold my feelings very far back
I work hard wanting to get the past back
You can still see it as always clearly on my face
The most beautiful thing wasn't the rainy day
It was the eaves that you and I once took shelter under from the rain
The images of our memories
As I'm swinging on the swing
The dream starts to not be sweet
You say gradually let go of love
Then you will walk farther
Why go changing
The time that has already been missed
You use your fingertip
To stop me from saying goodbye
I imagine you by my side
Before I completely lose you
You say gradually let go of love
Then you will walk farther
Perhaps the lot of fate
Only let us meet
Only let us love each other
For this one season of autumn
I only discover after they float down
The fragments of this happiness
How am I going to pick them up?
How can love be mended
If only I knew
I would definately do all i can
Just to salvage us
What then would help
I constantly try to find the answer
All this time apart
But it just seems to no avail
Gluing the pieces of my heart
That had just been shattered
I wonder if the next will accept
- I contemplated at 10:54 am
