Friday, February 29, 2008
for i know my actions have angered you Lord
a promise is meant to be kept
yet i keep breaking the promise between us
and you have punished me badly
i duely accept everything
but oh Lord
please make things right again
i want to wholly lean on your trust yet once again
to be like how i was holding your hand
just walking with you
taking that road
with you guiding me in front
father i pray a blessing over us
but as for this week
will you just let me off?
just this 1 week
and i promise next saturday
ill be back in church
no more funny business
from the bottom of my heart
”‘For I know the plans I have for you,’
declares the Lord,
‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you,
plans to give you hope and a future.
Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me,
and I will listen to you.
You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.’”
(Jeremiah 29:11-13, NIV)
I have left you
yet you welcomed me back
and i betrayed that trust
and abandoned you
and now you have released that hand over me
for i shall be vulnerable without you
Lord what have i done
my hands
my mouth
my body
has caused so much trouble
i wish that it would all be once again
the same blissful relationship
please i beg you
all these i kneel down before ye almighty father
and humbly pray
- I contemplated at 5:17 pm
